finding existence

why are you doing this ?? whats the need?
nelson-i don't know,maybe doing it just for the sake of it ..
what do u mean by that ????
nelson- maybe this is what i am suppose to do.
Is that so ?
nelson-yeah i think ...
you know its your life your talking about ????
nelson-who cares my life is going to find its own way.

if you were given an option would you be like nelson?i would say yes ,at least he is not a troubled man.he is in no hurry to know why he is on this planet and not on the mars or maybe Venus.

have you ever tried looking yourself in some other persons eye?you can see a very microscopic image of yours,this Small is your existence in this world and that very small amount of time you have to live.sometimes it looks like a million years and at others,it passes away with your breath.

finding a place for yourself is not easy sometimes you feel the need to change yourself and sometimes you want to change people for their own good.you know what you should do but you don't do that.you take back your steps and pretend you were never there.somethings get on your mind so hard u feel like rubbing it and then scratching of its left over.

a day of hard work and at bed you think .....,,,tomorrow everything is going to be right, when things look pretty good when they are wrong.