Have you ever gone through image problems?I don't know whether i am using the right word or not,maybe impression is the right word maybe portrayal of your image is the right thing to say .We always have a image of ours elf in our mind,i mean how we are looking at any instant of time.we know that we are not bad,we are humans,we just get driven by different forces in life.These forces in life often reflect on our image.

You are a genuine person,you are good at heart yet you have a "not so good image".You say something and the second moment you regret it.Every time you have a feel that you should have controlled yourself or this was not the right thing to do.

I have always experience this thing that the way you think of yourself,people think the same of you but at the same time everything you think about yourself is not right.
we all know that actions speak louder than words,what if our action was not intentional?wait but your action has already spoke about our intention..oh no wait we can apologise.Does apology covers it all up?maybe yes maybe no but one thing is sure your act never goes missing.
we should always be satisfied in our mind because your brain find reasons behind things.
You want to achieve something from a decade and everything you try goes waste.Sometimes things don't work and most of the time you mess up.You can't tell everything that is wrong with you,even if you do they wont understand and even if they understand it would be for a second.However What you can do is try to be consistent in whatever you do, even if that is fooling around or working like a slave.

With one eye you can see the good in you and with the other you see the bad,our heart makes us sad with our condition and our mind makes us stable with the same condition.Its a state of mind where u cannot smile neither you can be sad.You can laugh,you can cry but can't smile neither you can be sad.You are not satisfied with what you have and you don't have the urge to make yourself satisfied.Your dead in your own way,your pathetic in your own eyes but in others view you are not that bad.You get tensioned by the small things in life and the big things are at your toe.Confusion,sickness,laziness,Schizophrenia or at the end of the day its normal....its human.