finding existence

why are you doing this ?? whats the need?
nelson-i don't know,maybe doing it just for the sake of it ..
what do u mean by that ????
nelson- maybe this is what i am suppose to do.
Is that so ?
nelson-yeah i think ...
you know its your life your talking about ????
nelson-who cares my life is going to find its own way.

if you were given an option would you be like nelson?i would say yes ,at least he is not a troubled man.he is in no hurry to know why he is on this planet and not on the mars or maybe Venus.

have you ever tried looking yourself in some other persons eye?you can see a very microscopic image of yours,this Small is your existence in this world and that very small amount of time you have to live.sometimes it looks like a million years and at others,it passes away with your breath.

finding a place for yourself is not easy sometimes you feel the need to change yourself and sometimes you want to change people for their own good.you know what you should do but you don't do that.you take back your steps and pretend you were never there.somethings get on your mind so hard u feel like rubbing it and then scratching of its left over.

a day of hard work and at bed you think .....,,,tomorrow everything is going to be right, when things look pretty good when they are wrong.

loner

walking on a lonely road where the wind is flowing in your hair ,there is no one to look forward to nor to to look back to.unlike the road your mind is saturated with thoughts.memories of past mingling with the present creating a slur image of the future.your not a loner because of some mental illness but because you want your thoughts to be more round eyed.you hate being coiled but somehow you enter in knotty
situations.tired of trying ,weak in your knees but you cant fall.you want these things in your life but your not getting them.irritated,annoyed,rile you sit back and think where is it that i m going wrong or is there anything left to go wrong for.mind makes up images that have happened or should have happened.god you want those things so desperately in your life but your shackled in your own thoughts.many friends are walking with you and you are walking alone...............

dreamer

dreaming ...one of the most subtle things which everyone does .people dream about success,money ...every thing .
you ask me about it and ill say its the best job i have.its a way of making yourself happy fantasizing about ..
anything u want to.
its like loosing yourself to your imagination .i often dream about things that can never happen but who cares it makes me happy
and i love it .reality bites ...but dreams make u happy .sometimes u just feel to lie down on the road and look at the stars
above and think
of things that make u happy ,that bring a radiant smile on your face .everyone wants to be a hero..guess what they can be they
dream about and who
knows one day your dream will come true,by the hero thing i don't mean the usual hero type man.a common man who fights the odds
in his life ..and
deserves a standing ovation ..but he doesn't get it .there were days when i could dream ..for hours.thinking about everything
from being the best to achieving
the things i want .Albert Einstein quotes"if you can dream it you can do it " its quit inspirational but nah its not me .
in my view dreaming is good but u should know when
to check into reality......